I hope you’re doing well. I just wanted to check in, make sure you knew how extremely proud I am of you.
First of all, I just want you to know that I love you so much. I have seen how hard you’ve worked and still work for everything in your life. I know what’s going on inside of you and how sometimes it’s hard to talk to anyone. I know there are times when you feel like no one can understand where you are coming from. But just know, I know all this and despite all of that I am so proud of you and I am so happy to be you.
Thank you for taking care of me as much as you could. Thank you for not giving up on me no matter how hard or difficult something might have seemed. Thank you for believing in me. Most of all, I am proud of you for trying, waking up every day and trying to be happy, trying to be optimistic, trying to believe, working for a better now and better future, believing in yourself. I am proud of you for loving openly and letting go with love.
I am proud of you for giving yourself a chance and forgiving yourself. I love you for you have known that you need to love you more. I was there when you put your friends before anything, I was there when you were so broken but you still took care of the people you loved, I was there when instead of going crazy… you decided to focus on how to make yourself better.
I am there with you when you feel like no one is there. I am here to tell you, that I am here for you. No matter what, I won’t give up on you. I am here right now seeing the tears dropping from your eyes because I understand the pain you still feel. I understand that you’re still healing, I understand that you’re still learning to be patient. But if I learned anything from you, that is to trust yourself and the process more.
Don’t be too hard on yourself, you’re doing great. Give yourself a chance to make mistakes, you’re still growing. Just don’t intentionally hurt anyone, approach everything with love, and don’t sit in a rut about anything… rather learn and keep moving foreward. The most important thing I want to leave you with is, learn to embrace change. Love change and love the uncertainty of things. Just trust that everything will be okay 🙂